Wednesday, January 11, 2006

New Year....

Another year has passed...looking back, wad have i achieved and more importantly, do i have any regrets??

For achievements...
1. Going through ground school, i have really learned a lot..
2. I finally became a jet pilot(trainee) and even went SOLO(my proudest achievement in my short lifetime and propably one of my most unforgettable experience ever)
3. I made some new friends in the force
4. I felt that i made a difference in the lifes of those kids i met during voluntary work
5. I managed to stay in the air force and get my bonus!
6. I learned to really appreciate my family, especially my parents and aunts
7. I experienced my 1st wedgie(and thats another thing i wun forget easily) :)
8. I grew up......

For regrets.....
1. I did not put in enough effort in ground school and therefore only got average results
2. I am still uncertain of wad i really want(i thought that by now i will know if flying is really for me)
3. I lost contact with many friends from my school days(i dun hav a problem with making friends, it is keeping them close that i somehow cannot master)
4. I grew up......


I am confused......in the next month or so...i muz really decide wad i want to do with my life. For in the next month, i can either fail and come back singapore and go uni and maybe even SIA, or i can try my best and pass the last main choping block of the course. Worse, i feel like as though i dunno who can i talk to about my problems and who can really understand me. Ha...maybe i should really go and get a girlfriend, one whom i can talk to and relate to. Any kind soul reading this with good lobang muz contact me hor......i will be eternally grateful and might even kiss your foot!

Shall leave with a quote from this book i was reading..."When pple are kind, there is no such thing as a strangers, just a friend you have yet to make." Cant agree more......